Thursday, February 28, 2008

Used To

Artist: Chris Daughtry lyrics
Album: Daughtry
Year: 2006
Title: Used To

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow
To anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be

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Went for my road revision today,
Had a tragic fall today,
Passed my lesson 8 today,
Forgot to take my bag today,
Took a taxi today,
Came late for work today,
Ate a 'flooded' chicken rice today,
No mood for work today,
Booking my TP test today,
Bumped into an auntie today,
What's happening to me today!
~clueless

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Learning Not To Love But Not To Hate

"Fool Me Once Shame On You,
Fool Me Twice, Shame On Me"

It is hard to be the person you are not but it is worth everything in the world to be that person for your loved ones.
You fail and disappointment will overwhelm their hearts,
Guilt will thicken in your soul,
Regret will be forever in your heart.

To understand the feelings of others,
is a mystery,
yet to be resolved.

Everyone wears a mask in front of others,
the mask as,
an adaptation of interaction,
a presentation of oneself,
the beauty of lovers,
the smile of friendship,
the frowns of hatred,
a facade,
nay, a pleasant front,
a deceit,
nay, the truth,
a lie,
nay, the order of life,
You decide.


When someone sees the same person every day,
as had happened with him at the seminary,
they wind up becoming a part of that person's life.
And then they want the person to change.
If someone isn't what others want them to be,
the others become angry.
Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives,
but none about his or her own.

- The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho.

"What you did was beneath me.."

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Moments at the Day-Dreaming World

Hello!! Currently, I am slacking and yet earning at the same time.. Which is totally unfair to some. well, this morning, I wandered to the day-dreaming world while waiting for my bus to work. Quite shocking in the sense that memories of my past were flashed in front of me. Haiz. Missed some of them alot. There're alot of worries on my mind at the moment.. unnecessary ones.. Those that suck the very soul inside me.. A burden.. A mental burden.. Regrets, regrets and regrets. That should NOT be the way of life.. Decisions have to be made for the benefit of yourself, others, the society and maybe the world. but there are some that will require a matured perspective in order to realise the fact that the very decision made by myself will consume my time, efforts, heart, tears, blood, emotions and my function as a human being in my daily life. Will you leave your loved ones in order to see them truly happy in life? To chase their dreams and ambitions without your presence. Years of friendship does not count for anything once hatred seeps within the followers of Hatred and Revenge. Months of acquaintanceship does not count for you anything once you have known the true personality of the person. Hours spent together does not count for anything if those you are with dread every hour that passed whenever with you. Moments of joy are forsaken and forgotten once seconds of disagreement set in. Be Strong. Be who you are. And most importantly, accept those around you without expecting them to accept you. Learning points of the adventure in the Day-Dreaming World..